My thoughts at this moment

I was a little pissed off earlier but I'm even more pissed off now because this blogger thing didn't send my text here and now it's all gone and I'll have to write it again... This is why I hate this blog things so much that words can even describe!


So to my text. Yeah, it's almost the end of this course. I can't say I'm sad for it but I'm a bit afraid of the oral exam. I don't know what to expect because I have never been in those kind of exams but I think I'm going to screw it up like I always do...


My mind is somewhere in another galaxy as I'm writing this text. This day has been tough mentally. We had those hearing comprehensions and I totally screwed it up big time. It was so hard and I didn't understand even half of it! I think I blew my chances of getting a good grade in English's matriculation exam.


I'm so stressed out right now that I don't know what to think. I have so much stuff to do that I get totally paralyzed and then I don't get anything done. I know, it makes no sense right?


I feel like I need to be more prepared for matriculation exams. I haven't read English at all. I don't know how to so I just don't read...heh... That's also stressing me out because I don't know what to do about it.


I remember when I thought that this "abi" year would be easier because we don't have so much school but the truth is rough. How silly for me to even think so ever...